Startear

motto tsuyoku sou tsuyoku naritai to negatta
kanashimi wo koete

kawaru koto nai kako ni nandomo se o muketeta
darenimo miserarenai itsumo kakushita mama zutto

afuredashita kono itami wa subete hitori de dakishimeru
itsuka kieru nukumori nara hitotsu mo iranai yo

motto tsuyoku sou tsuyoku naritai to negatta
kurayami o kakeru kodoku na hoshi no you ni
kokoro fukaku shizumeta yowakute moroi jibun
kotoba ni dekinakute koe ni mo naranakute

kitto darenimo mitsukaranai you ni tada
hikari o matteru

もっと強くそう強くなりたいと願った
悲しみを超えて

変わることない過去に何度も背を向けてた
誰にも見せられないいつも隠したままずっと

溢れだしたこの痛みはすべて一人で抱きしめる
いつか消えるぬくもりなら一つもいらないよ

もっと強くそう強くなりたいと願った
暗闇をかける孤独な星のように
心深く沈めた弱くて脆い自分
言葉にできなくて声にもならなくて

きっと誰にも見つからないようにただ
光をまってる

Stronger,
I wished to become even stronger
Going beyond this sadness.

Countless times, I’d turned my back on a past I couldn’t change,
All the while hiding it so that no one would see.

The pain wells up, but I embrace it all alone.
If this warmth will someday disappear, I’d rather not have a single shred.

Stronger,
I wished to become even stronger
Making my way through the darkness, like a lonely star.
The heart of my weak, fragile self has sunk deep,
Unable to put it all into words… unable to even use its voice.

I’m simply hiding so that no one will find me,
Waiting for a light to appear.

From that day you touched me, the scenery spread before me
My arms slowly extended, and embraced you closely to really believe

Your warm gaze softly shook this body
I let my feelings go that day, and that warmth had continued to linger

Far away, so far away,
I want to send these desires so far away.
My body filled with emotion, and vowed upon a flame.
When will my heart sink from the memory?
Tomorrow will change, becoming like a light.
Eternally, in this place,
I will wait for a shining future.

Those memories of smiling in a strong wind,
Give this body courage to fight back.
Before, when I faced grief, I would hide my wounds.
My strength continued to change,
After I was no longer scared of anything.

Stronger,
I wished to become even stronger,
Illuminate the darkness like a twinkling star.
Behind my tears, I woke and vowed to protect you,
To go beyond this sadness until the day you arrive.
This pulse is beginning to quicken.
I will continue to believe in you.

Source: http://www.lyrical-nonsense.com/lyrics/luna-haruna/startear/#page=page-1

Stärker, ja, stärker werden, wünsche ich mir,
und den Kummer zu überwinden.

Ich habe der Vergangenheit, die sich nicht ändern lässt, etliche Male den Rücken gekehrt und die Narben, die niemand sehen soll, die ganze Zeit versteckt.

All diesen überschäumenden Schmerz schließe ich allein in die Arme.
Wenn die Wärme irgendwann verschwindet, brauche ich keine einzige.

Stärker, ja, stärker werden, wünsche ich mir,
wie die einsamen Sterne, die durch die Dunkelheit streifen.

Mein schwaches und zerbrechliches Selbst habe ich tief im Herzen vergraben,
damit ich es nicht in Worte fasse und nicht ausspreche
und damit es ganz bestimmt von niemanden gefunden wird.
Es wartet einfach nur auf einen Lichtschummer.